I understand venting through characters. I've done it before. You must be going through a lot right now, and hey, venting is good. Life sucks, but we're here for you - me and the rest of
PK-Astronomia. You can note or DM me if you want. Admittedly, I'm not the best with words; I don't know if this message is making you feel better, but I hope so. The least I can do is listen and offer words of encouragement.
While I do want you to stay, I understand if you want to leave. No matter your decision, I'll be here, supporting and cheering you on. I hope that each day is better than the last. There's always light at the end of the tunnel, just keep looking forward.